

There'sASerpentInYourGardenI am a serpent in your garden I come under the guise of friendship and Love I do love you, this much is true I offer you absolution for leaving me It comes with a price; you must abandon another I bring resolution to the loss you once suffered But the result will be the loss of another I give you endless nights of pleasure As another suffers pain These gifts and many more I will bestow you As I take your heart and soulThere'sASerpentInYourGarden
I claim to want great things for you, and Suggest that I am the way to obtain them You'll only have to forfeit all you've achieved Never


ScarlettI pretend I am Scarlett Valiant and True My children are my Tara I'll fight for till the end My Rhett and my Ashley Are all rolled into one I need to be kissed often And by someone who knows howScarlett


MyStruggleInsecurity rears its ugly little head once again. Let's go down the check list, shall we? Pretty, check. Employed, check. Home owner, check. Drug-free, check. Seemingly without flaws. Then why, why such self doubt? Is it because of you, or you, or you? One of my many sexual abusers? Or is it you, Mom, who failed to protect me? Over, and over, and over. Was I not worthy of protection? Could it have been you, Dad? You never even cared if you saw me. Could it have been you, Best Friend? Always going after my guy. And, He willingly participated! Vomit, VomitMyStruggle


MyObsessionSometimes I think I'm going slowly mad My obsession with you is far from sane When my memories of you are but a handfulMyObsession
I've held onto your love my lifetime Compared all others against you They've all fallen short and left me hollow
Can a love found so young be true A soul mate for all time Do you long for me too
Minutes turn to hours, hours to days Endless fantasies reuniting with you Sanity reclaimed
| The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return. ~Moulin Rouge |
Thank you so so much for the favorite
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Jillian Xenia
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